Life in a Decade and a Half

   As a grade 10 student going into Senior High School, it is very common to start thinking of the future. Our future careers, life plans, goals, and even love lifes. All those, a constant part of imagining the future.  

     As for me, I'd answer the question "How do you see yourself 15 years from now?" with a simple "I don't know". Today at 16, my mind is constantly worrying about the life I have lived. What will happen to the memories I've cherished, if one day I am gonna sleep eternally?. Others are thinking  of their careers and dreams, and I try to do that, but how can I, when every passion and talent I have has already slipped pass my grasp? Everyone seems to have come up with a first and second plan, but here I am rotting away with my fleeting emotions.

    On a serious note, I wish to study Dermatology, but even that is unsure. I'd like to think that I would already be a licensed Dermatologist, relaxing and enjoying check ups with clients. A nice house bigger than the ISNHS building would be a dream. Having a sports car and a sports bike. 

Such big dreams, for someone who don't even strive and work for it. How pathetic.. In 15 years I want to change, I want to stop being binded by my thoughts that consume my whole existance liks it has no bounds. How can a man fly, if you had clipped off his wings?

       In 15 years, I imagine myself strolling in San Francisco. Enjoying the warm gaze of the sun,  the cool breeze of seasons passing through my skin. By that time, I may have already married the man of my dreams. Getting married not later than 30 would make me at ease. A child or two seems reasonable, but it will be painful.

        Life is such a complex matter, even the future makes it fearful. In a decade and a half, many things will change. Some much more expected than the others. In a life where the future is uncertain, and the past is knowledge, Right now I want to enjoy the gift given by the almighty, the present. 15 years is short, so I must lead on the battle of the future with optomism and resilience. 














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